Wednesday, April 15, 2015

my own personal-beautiful-hell.

hello blog, I'M BACK. It's been a long 3 months of pure chaos, in some ways i'd consider it 'my own personal hell'.... but through those trying 3 months i have experienced so much humility, and gratitude. to say i've grown as a person, would be an understatement, even though each day was full of 100 different battles all at the same time, and there were moments i didn't think i'd last another second, i couldn't be more thankful for each experience and memory that came with the hardship. it was a blissful mess. besides all that, i am in fact much happier now. that doesn't mean my situation has taken a 180, and that doesn't mean there's a day that comes that's 'easy' but i am happier now, and that's a simple fact. i have hope that life can continue to get better.
now all this is a story of its own, maybe I'll share it someday, or maybe not. but the point is, i'm back on the blog, and i couldn't be happier about it.

now for a photo update on this last weekend....


family rides up the canyon. 

puppy barn. cuddling puppies is incredibly therapeutic.. until your heart breaks because you can't take every single one of them home.


playing in old dance costumes with pais, she's such a fun age!

and lastly.... cuddling this sweet thing.