Wednesday, March 30, 2016


i work part time at doterra and part time as a nanny/babysitter. if i was smart i'd probably just nanny full time because it's one of the most rewarding jobs in the world.
i just have this "natural mom" deep within me that can't wait to be released full force. i'm only 18, but i love spending time with young children and getting a glimpse at what being a mom is like. whether i'm busy being an aunt, helping my mom teach her preschool classes, or babysitting, i'm generally always with kids in my free time and i wouldn't trade it for anything! i actually just got a calling earlier this month to teach a primary class each sunday my class is full of 5 and 6 year old girls and i adore it. if you ever want to die your hair pink and be surround by people who love it..... spend time with 5 year old girls, you'll leave feeling like the coolest person ever ;)
there's something about unloading and reloading the dishwasher over and over again, rinsing out  rotten milk bottles (even though there's no worse smell in the world) changing diapers, putting clean socks on a babies little feet, making a bed and folding blankets, picking up toys, cuddling a baby to sleep, greeting them when they wake up from their nap and so forth that just fulfills me. it's the weird & simple tasks that most people would dread or feel indifferent about that leave me feeling so accomplished and proud. i think this is because i (along with every other girl and women) was born with this natural mom within me. i crave motherhood and all the clean up and sticky duties that come along with it.

as i spend more and more time with kids, i can't help but crave motherhood more and more.